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Monday, February 09, 2009

__* 11.10 am .`+
Yesterday somehow quarrelled for nothing . Even if it's really something , i did not know .. Bf gave me cold shoulders out of a sudden . Talked to him , he seemed unwilling to answer . After some while , i became fed-up . We remain silent for a very long time ..
Suddenly , he popped out this question .. "You still like him alot right ?"
I paused for a while , and replied , "No .."
Tears started to roll down my cheeks . I wanted to speak more , but words couldnt seem to find the way through .. The pillow was dampened . In the end , I only managed to say .. "Can you stop being suspicious ?"
All I need , is a little more trust from him .. But it seems to be harder than expected . Yes , I might think of him at times ; like how you'd have , for a friend . But I dont miss him anymore .. I dont wish to go back to the past and be stucked at scattered memories once more , because I'd alrdy found someone better . At least , good enough to take me one step further .. Someone , who can make me feel secured & loved .. I really cherish this relationship . Please dont doubt me anymore , will you ? I dont wish to give more explanations because it will only complicate things , moreover actions speak louder than words .. Im not one who always hang the 3 wordings phrase on the edge of my lips . Im not someone who likes to sweet-talk .. Just allow time to do the job alright . You'd know I had alrdy moved on ..


MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE

~ { Monday, February 09, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;