Friday, February 27, 2009

__* 10.53 pm .`+

25/02/2009 ; before going out .

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Friday, February 27, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

__* 4.53 pm .`+

things i never do ,

i dont give a damn to how others think .

words u made me out to be ,

i dont put it to heart .

my conscience is clear .

i did put in efforts to be a good girlfriend ..

it's you who took things for granted ,

it's ur loss that u made this choice .

without you ,

life is definitely much more fufilling and happy .

i dont need a guy to make me smile ..

i just need friends ,

and a few good ones will do .

if i ever find another boyfriend ..

this time ,

i will open wide my eyes .

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Friday, February 27, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Thursday, February 26, 2009

__* 9.04 am .`+

just came back home ..

ytd Kwang gave me his Spongebob Square Pants boxer ,

with sprayed perfume on it .

didnt thought he would really bring it down ..

haas !

he really very cute lor .

by the way ..

thanks alot Benvis ,

u'd always been thoughtful since day 1 ..

anyway ,

2 people confessed today .

but i told them im no longer in the mood for love ..

guess i'll be single for some while which im quite sure .

no longer a lil' kid ,

no more puppy love .

no more love at first sight & stuffs ..

all these craps doesnt suit me .

im fcuking sick and tired of relationship ..

no more hearing of sulkings and complainings ,

no more quarrellings .

no more miseries ..

no more tears .

enough of sitting at home crying for hours ..

no longer have to spare thoughts for anyone ..

sigh ..

im really ,

really very tired ..

i'll do what i want from now onwards .

i heard rumours of how you made me sound like ,

in front of ur friends ..

have u ever consider telling them ,

i was once a "listen to you everything" kinda girlfriend ?

then keep tolerating ur shits ..

until one day ,

i cant take it anymore .

because im not a puppet for you to manipulate ..

i flared my anger .

i went out with friends to drink ..

not to flirt ,

i was really stressed ..

well ..

i dont wish to pursue any further .

just ,

take care in whatever you do ..

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Thursday, February 26, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

__* 4.05 pm .`+

single has Pros & Cons .

can have lots of freedom ..

lots of friends ..

have many programs ..

many many places to go .

guess that's all i need for now ..

now chatting with Kwang .

he told me he going in soon ..

then we started chatting about our past ..

then realised that he still rmb last time our things .

heart turn sour sial ..

last time we silent break cause like both didnt seem to care ..

but actually is last time he told me to remove those studs on my face

then i nvr listen to heart .

he thought i didnt care about him ..

haiis ,

but everything is past liao .

now i sit down and think ..

actually my piercings ..

cause me to lose quite a few loved ones before .

like Don also ..

well ,

all those are memories alrdy !

hope he take good care of himself when inside bahs ..

hugz . (=

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Wednesday, February 25, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

__* 9.34 pm .`+

im really very angry , cause you malign my friend . and im foolish enough to nearly fall for ur trap .. u know something ? in the 1st place , i had planned to go back to ur side by the end of Feb . but then , even that we'd alrdy broke up .. we're still quarrelling every now and then . and ur still acting as if you're somebody in my life .. a break-up means to clear one's mind and be alone for some while . dont you understand ? FUCK . cant u give me peace for once ? anyway , i really cant tolerate all ur shits .. thats why i pick up quarrel with u , telling you that i know you saw my blog entries .. is not my friend come bao toh my stuffs to you . that is also the reason why u will come kaobei with me asking if i still love my ex , not long after i deleted that entry from my blog .. i really dont understand why u must be so petty as a guy . anyway , dont forget ur the one who initiated the break-up .. u only have urself to blame ! i told you before , this time if im really gone .. even u cry and come beg for me to patch , i will nvr come back again .

try asking yourself or ur friends , 3 months break 4 times !
u think we will really happy mah ?!

i thought i was strong , i thought i wouldnt feel anything abt it .. but then .. tears just kept falling , when i told Benvis that im really angry .. really very very pissed .. but dont know why , i feel more pain than anger . i do love you , but if it causes us to be so unhappy .. i'd rather we stay apart like this ..

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Tuesday, February 24, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

__* 5.44 pm .`+

i just wish to be alone .

love is such a burden ,

too much heartaches ..

even nowadays i went down Cck ,

it's never for my ex .

i went down to find friends ..

not what anyone of you out there are thinking .

in the past ,

whenever there's any chance i went down ..

i did thought of him .

but ..

because ,

it had been a year plus now ..

because ,

feelings aint supposed to be there anymore ..

it'll only makes me very tired .

hardships i'd gone through to forget ,

nobody knows .

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Tuesday, February 24, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Sunday, February 22, 2009

__* 8.24 am .`+

i dont sit at home and cry all day ..

i just dont do that anymore .

i'd rather go out get some fresh air into my stuffy brain ,

and enlarge my circle of friends .

it's not that im feelingless ,

just that im real sick of quarrelling life ..

so let's just say im giving life a short break alright ?

just received replied letters from Don & Justin .

Don will be released in June ,

while Justin in November ..

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Sunday, February 22, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Saturday, February 21, 2009

__* 1.27 pm .`+

thought freedom was all i ever wanted ..

but maybe i was wrong .

meeting Lebster & Darren at Compass for lunch !

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Saturday, February 21, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

__* 2.47 am .`+

This time round is for real ,

everything's over now ..

Except that I didnt shed any tears .

Guess the both of us are really tired ..

It's time for goodbye .

18.11.08 - 21.02.09

JUST YOU & ME ♥

~ { Saturday, February 21, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Thursday, February 19, 2009

__* 1.22 am .`+

said wanted to meet in the afternoon , then Bf said he wanna go get himself inked first . then damn angry cause he didnt tell me anything abt it .. then somemore previous night he didnt accompany me go report . =x haas . actually wanted to go back to sleep but then toss and turn in bed , finally climb up . he told me that he find excuses to leave me cause he wanted to buy present .. so i bluff him back say i want to go back sleep , evening see i what time wake up then meet him . he damn disappointed cause he got this day off just for us .

i faster prepare myself go down Causeway buy present . it's a last minute thing cause didnt really have time to do shopping .. bought bracelet for him again , cause the old one de screw loosen out ler . actually wanted to buy the same model , but out of stock .. after buying , trained down to Sembawang . sms him to ask where he was .. then he called me . sianz , no more surprise .. told him im on the way down to find him . he was kinda shocked . anyway , met him at mrt station and went back his place together .

slacked at his place till evening , then we went down to City Hall . wanted to eat Sakae Sushi but dont have buffet , so in the end ate Hot Pot Culture at Marina Square .. when going to eat finish the chocolate fondue , he suddenly put a red gift box on the table . i almost forgot still got present haven give him .. then we exchange our presents . opened up the box , it's a white gold heart-shaped necklace from SK .. thanks alot .

afterwhich went to Suntec catch a movie . before movie , got quarrels again .. until quite jialat . but in the end , both of us laughed at ourselves for always quarrelling over stupid things .. i said to him , "i think we like this always quarrel , but seems like we got lots of heart-to-heart talks with each other more than any other couples out there .." and he agreed .

so after movie , we went back home cause tmr both of us need to wake up early .

JUST YOU & ME ♥

~ { Thursday, February 19, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

__* 11.00 am .`+

dear irritating boyfriend ,

happy 3 months anniversary !

hope we can go much further than this ..

ur always the one i love ,

despite those quarrels we had .

you're the one who made me realised ,

nothing's more important than to cherish the ones who love you .

thank you for loving me ..

JUST YOU & ME ♥

~ { Wednesday, February 18, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

__* 7.40 pm .`+

For the following weeks ,

i only have to report once every Thursday !

JUST YOU & ME ♥

~ { Tuesday, February 17, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Monday, February 16, 2009

__* 2.49 pm .`+

sometimes i tried to recall the past , but realised that memories are failing . maybe my mind doesnt want to think back anymore .. and it's really something i should be proud of . im no longer stucked between those shattered memories ..

just came back from interview .. said all i could , now it's up to god to decide my path . afterwhich , went to Bishan to have my Singpass in order to get the GST Credits ! then accompanied Bf to Amk to have lunch together with his friend , before they went to work .. and i came back home . havent slept well ytd , cause Bf's friends came up his place for mahjong sessions till 5 plus in the morning .. so guess later will be taking a nap , at night meeting Bf .

JUST YOU & ME ♥

~ { Monday, February 16, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Sunday, February 15, 2009

__* 9.33 pm .`+

*thanks Celeste for editing !

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Sunday, February 15, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

__* 6.28 am .`+

just came back from Admiral Bar , went drinking with Bf . wasnt really a good day , cause keep quarrelling and showing black faces .. but anyway , went to Vivo in the evening to eat Thai . then down to Yishun actually planning to catch a movie , but like all not nice so didnt watch .. quarrelled until quite jialat again , then i almost wanted to go back my own place . sigh .. in the end , we went back Sembawang . talked things out as we walked .. then we went to Hill-top . talking things out standing outside Admiral Bar , then i saw a bike went past . very familiar rider .. as i looked closer , i realised that it's my ex , KW . actually wanted to go down cause i didnt want Bf to be angry when he saw him .. but as we were quarrelling half way , he asked Celeste to help him order a jug of beer and bring outside . die lor .. then finish talking , we sat outside smoke before going in . i thought KW must have gone other places , cause didnt see him outside .. who knows , he's sitting inside together with his friends ! LOL . just then , Bf's friends came out to find out Bf .. and KW tapped my head . haas . i signalled to him .. like tell him dont talk too much with me . he understood , and knew Bf is beside me . chatted for a awhile , then he walked off .. Bf asked who he was , then i said KW . then his face changed .. but luckily nothing happened in the end . Bf promised me not to find trouble with anyone .. cause im in a difficult position . really sorry . anyway , we stayed till pub close then we left to Mac have breakfast .. then back to his place .

happy valentines ! counting down .. 3 more days , to our 3rd mth .

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Sunday, February 15, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Saturday, February 14, 2009

__* 5.55 am .`+

yesterday bf msg me asking me to call him when i wake up .. but i didnt , cause wanted to stay at home and use com for awhile before going down to find him . then he called at around 8 pm .. i didnt pick up . awhile later , i msg him saying i wanna eat mutton soup .. he called me . said that he's at sun plaza and asked what time i finish prepare ? i said meet him 10 o'clock at sembawang . he told me to call him after i finish bathing .. i said okay . then he asked if my parents are at home .. i said nobody at home , all havent come back . then he say he go arcade play 1st , later then call me back .

just as i was going to bathe , the door bell rung . i looked through the door-hole and there was a finger covering it .. thought must be my brother or whoever playing a fool , so i opened the door without hesitation . and in front of my doorsteps , is my bf holding a pack of mutton soup . i was surprised , actually quite touched . cause he said that he waited downstairs for 2 hrs+ just for me to wake up .. came down straight after work and he didnt even go back bathe . then when i told him i wanted to eat mutton soup , he straightaway go foodcourt buy .. but i really didnt know . really sorry .. anyway , he stayed at my place until i finish preparing everything , then we went back his place .

*by the way , those who confidently claimed that they did not delete any conversations log ..

may they be run over by lorry and torn into 18 pieces .

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Saturday, February 14, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Friday, February 13, 2009

__* 7.09 pm .`+

yesterday's quarrelling is like end of the world ; very serious . too stressed & pissed-off alrdy , finally made up my mind to go drink with friends at night .. reached home at 8 am in the morning . this is the 1st time i'd ever dare to go out drink with my own friends . always , i'd respected my bf .. he said he dont like me hang out with guys and stuffs , so i didnt do it . but soon , respect became a kind of FEAR . yesterday i finally lost my sense and temper .. and did things my own way . i gave attitude , i yelled at him etc . cause thing's really gone way beyond my control and i just cant take it down anymore . i can no longer tolerate his attitude on the way he looked at things merely on the surface , trying to boss me around and demand me to not go out with this or not talk with that . he said i'd entirely changed overnight .. but HELLO ! i do have my own piece of thinking and opinions too , mind you . i listened because i obeyed you , RESPECT you .. but it doesnt mean i'll fear you for life . you reach my limits , and that's it ! dont fcuking take me for granted .

anyway , let's hope things get better ..

i dont wish to make us end up in this awful outcome either . sigh ..

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Friday, February 13, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Thursday, February 12, 2009

__* 7.30 pm .`+

just now he initiated a break-up , then i said ok , i respect his decision .. not long after , he claimed that he said all those only out of anger and started to tell me long windy stuffs through SMS . then i asked him what he actually wanna say then ? then he told me alot of irrelevant things again .. say what needs two hands to clap blah blahs . i said , break is you say one , then patch you say also lor .. i nothing to say .

then now quarrelling in MSN . he likes to rank up my past , like Tiger , Kang Wei .. but seriously , have you really sit down and think about WHY i didnt do as much things as i'd done for my ex for you ? like i would stayed at their place and not go out while waiting for them to come back from work etc .. cause at least they'd give in to me . even unhappy also wont voice out .. but im such person who would be AUTOMATIC when i know that they're upset . like i would just talk awhile with my guy friends on phone if they called and stuffs .. you're those who keep pushing things and often , we ended to what we are right now .. i played MIA this morning cause i really need some peace . but u didnt figure this out and still , bombing me calls at my place and my hp continuously .. sigh . im really very tired . pls teach me what to do ..

know something ? sometimes i dont talk to guys for what you think im flirting .. ytd i added juliet's friend whose a guy in friendster , but thats because i saw his profile wrote that he's working in Singtel . so i told him i got something to ask him , and he added me in MSN . that is how my Monday job interview came about .. but you dont understand , if im at ur place .

would i even possibly have a chance to talk with guys for long ?

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Thursday, February 12, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

__* 4.49 am .+

have you realised , our honeymoon period seems to be over .. it's somehow saddening that we're almost quarrelling every now and then . sometimes i really have the urge to give up and walk off just like that . but , i did not . cause i really cherish our relationship and wish to put in efforts to change the things they are right now . the reason behind those inevitable quarrels is mainly cause the both of us were too strong-headed .. at times , nobody seemed to be willing to take one small step back . but also , you didnt had enough trust in me .. if you had , then you wouldnt often called to check me up . i gave you freedom and what you deserved .. i dont doubt ur whereabouts or whatever that you're doing . it's not that i dont bother or care , is just that i chose to believe you're alrdy old enough to know what ur doing and will be responsible for own actions .. i went back home for i longed to see my family & friends .. also , to take a break from everything . same issues over and over again in my love-life , and that is .. i need more space to breathe . to be able to hang out with my friends and stuffs like that .. being together , doesnt mean you have to possess and stick with each other everyday .. know something ? sometimes i wish to think of you , whenever ur not beside me .. but i cant . why ? cause ur always calling me up every now and then .. that i felt so tied-down and stressed . i couldnt even do my own stuffs .. imagine , soon i'd be working . might be having only 1 day off per week if i enter the salesline .. by then we wouldnt even have much time together , to watch online movies , eat nuggets as we're walking , go out shopping , splurging on food etc . i really hope you'd be more dependent on yourself .. sorry for being defiant and disobeying the things you wish i had done so . cause i do have my own thinkings and opinions too .. im no longer a small girl who'd nods and agrees to whatever others say . please understand ..

i love you for who you are , and i always do my best to accept all ur habits no doubt good or bad . i dont see anybody else in you .. remember this . and one thing i'd thought it over , i think i wont choose to work admin job cause im really not good at it .. moreover , it's really not my interest . for my thinkings , if wanna work then make sure it's something that i like and interested in .. gotta plan further for the long run , i dont wish to dally my life away anymore . even if it is to stand through long hours , at least i enjoy my job and it's all that matters ..

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Thursday, February 12, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

__* 9.14 pm .`+

"You did so much things for him before . Why cant you do as much things for me too ?"

WHY YOU ALWAYS LIKE TO COMPARE YOURSELF WITH MY EX ?!

can you stop all these ..

it's driving me insane !

will you give me a break ?

imagine next time when i go out work and has lesser time for you ,

will even worse things happen ?

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Wednesday, February 11, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

__* 2.43 pm .`+

Im so fcuking happy now ! Just now asked Juliet's friend whose working in Menel if his company still got vacanies .. Then he asked me to send him my resume , then he helped me to submit to his HR . Then just now , the person called ! Woots . Monday going down Ubi Cresent for Singtel interview , after which will be heading to Tiong Bahru interview for Insurance Agent .. & tmr going for Admin interview @ Bishan after reporting . One shot so many job selections .. But give me choose , I surely wanna work for Singtel . Cause starting pay is 1.2k havent include commission .. Hope I can get in . It's been long since I'd got 1.2k basic ever since I left Nokia .. Moreover , Sales is my main interest . Weets ! Got a feeling my life's coming back soon ..

But even so , I wont forget my boyfriend . I'll spare time to accompany him .. Nvr let him go !

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Wednesday, February 11, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

__* 12.07 pm .`+

today quite unlucky .

woke up at 7 am to prepare ,

went downstairs to take bus at 8 am .

took bus 88 ..

it moved very very slow .

soon , broke down in the middle of the route .

waited abt 10 mins for another bus .

wanted to smoke but realised i'd left my cigarettes at home !

zzz ..

reached Bishan at 9 am .

interview time was 9.30 - 9.45 am ..

sitted at the opposite benches and waited .

then came a black cat staring at me .

got 2 other aunties also came for the interview .

sianz ..

somemore i actually forgot i need go back report ,

then the timing is like clashes with working hours .

means i cant find any admin job ler .

cause my reporting time is during office hours !

FUCK .

must find excuses liao ..

hope tmr's will be better .

just to add on ,

i'd removed all my piercings ler .

got 2 fcuking BIG holes on my cheeks ,

damn stupid !

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Wednesday, February 11, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

__* 8.43 pm .`+

Hope tmr's interview goes smoothly .

Good luck to me !

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Tuesday, February 10, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Monday, February 09, 2009

__* 11.10 am .`+

Yesterday somehow quarrelled for nothing . Even if it's really something , i did not know .. Bf gave me cold shoulders out of a sudden . Talked to him , he seemed unwilling to answer . After some while , i became fed-up . We remain silent for a very long time ..

Suddenly , he popped out this question .. "You still like him alot right ?"

I paused for a while , and replied , "No .."

Tears started to roll down my cheeks . I wanted to speak more , but words couldnt seem to find the way through .. The pillow was dampened . In the end , I only managed to say .. "Can you stop being suspicious ?"

All I need , is a little more trust from him .. But it seems to be harder than expected . Yes , I might think of him at times ; like how you'd have , for a friend . But I dont miss him anymore .. I dont wish to go back to the past and be stucked at scattered memories once more , because I'd alrdy found someone better . At least , good enough to take me one step further .. Someone , who can make me feel secured & loved .. I really cherish this relationship . Please dont doubt me anymore , will you ? I dont wish to give more explanations because it will only complicate things , moreover actions speak louder than words .. Im not one who always hang the 3 wordings phrase on the edge of my lips . Im not someone who likes to sweet-talk .. Just allow time to do the job alright . You'd know I had alrdy moved on ..

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Monday, February 09, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Sunday, February 08, 2009

__* 10.59 pm .`+

hot and cold ,

hot and cold ..

sick and tired of this .

im with feeling too ..

dont know how long gonna tolerate !

all you know is to see my blog , see my stuffs and EVERYTHING ,

but kept all to your fucking self .

how the hell would i know what is going on ?

it's so damn unfair ..

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Sunday, February 08, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

__* 4.19 am .`+

change my blog skin ler .

butterflies !

suits my nick ,

cause Seng Kang people call me Butterfly .

anyway ,

just now went to Hill-top with Bf & co .

quarrelled with Bf again ..

yesterday just mentioned that if we continue like this ,

we can last for very long .

then today quarrel as usual ..

seems like quarrelling has become a daily routine of ours .

both our characters ,

nobody's willing to give in more .

he left alone ,

leaving me with his friends ..

after finish singing my songs i went back his place .

we didnt talked for quite some while ..

did things individually .

after watching tv ,

i said i was hungry .

he rolled into his blanket and pretend to sleep ..

really is KNS lor .

but actually he geh siao one .

he replied bluntly saying outside got fried rice ,

ownself make hot and eat .

then i was pissed and stormed out of the room .

but then later on ..

he also came to the kitchen to help me fry the rice ,

then he went back room to sleep

LOLS .

we're really a irritating couple ..

both too much pride alrdy .

"sorry" will be the last word that comes to mind .

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Sunday, February 08, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Saturday, February 07, 2009

__* 5.15 pm .`+

舍不得 - 弦子

第一次你陪我坐着

我的手心是空空的

我知道那些简讯声你努力藏着

还怕我难过

不追问到底为什么

是我最后的温柔

想笑着附和说分开是好的

但我们却怎么一起哭了

我舍不得

可是时间回不去了

爱你很值得只是该停了

没有我你要好好的

我舍不得

最后一次抱紧你了

我们错过的错了就错了

不用担心我我不爱你了

不追问到底为什么

是我最后的温柔

想笑着附和说分开是好的

但我们却怎么一起哭了

我舍不得

可是时间回不去了

爱你很值得只是该停了

没有我你要好好的

我舍不得

最后一次抱紧你了

我们错过的错了就错了

不用担心我我不爱你了

至少你记忆里的我是微笑的

亲爱的有你牵着我的那些日子

真的好快乐

我舍不得

可是时间回不去了

爱你很值得只是该停了

没有我你要好好的

我舍不得

最后一次抱紧你了

我们错过的错了就错了

不用担心我我走了

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Saturday, February 07, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

__* 12.20 am .`+

looking for jobs .

my friend say actually i can get into Singtel shop de ,

but cause got visible tattoos ..

STUPID !

got so much sales experience also useless .

sigh -

got to look out for dealers instead ,

cause they're not so strict on appearance ..

giving up my piercings for money .

ohh ya .

btw my officer told me that if i got a job ,

then i only have to report once a week .

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Saturday, February 07, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Thursday, February 05, 2009

__* 3.51 pm .`+

just chatted with Mel ,

he said that since last time till now ..

i havent changed any bit .

still as lazy as ever ..

asked me to think for my future & stop being a spendthrift .

LOLS !

actually alot people also said that before .

aiyaa ,

but think so much for what ?

be happy jiu hao .

moreover you only live ur life once ..

even die also die happily .

i am happy-go-lucky !

dont worry ,

i will go find job one la .

reporting time ..

BYE-BYE .

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Thursday, February 05, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

__* 8.59 pm .`+

today kana woke up in the evening by 2nd Bro ,

ask me if i want go eat at Mum's working place with them . (& his gf)

at first dont want cause very tired ..

but he say he treat then i go lor .

haas !

2 days eating Boon Tong Kee Restaurant ler .

these few days wont be meeting Bf ,

cause he said he broke liao then scare i bored with him .

tmr reporting again ..

sianx .

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Wednesday, February 04, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

__* 12.13 am .`+

it'd been tough on Bf .

cause i havent got a job ,

and he's rarely earning much ..

yet he had to pay 2 shares for everything .

he really dotes me alot ,

but i cant rely on him all the time .

yesterday after report went back Seng Kang ,

waited for Mum to come back ..

then 2nd Bro , Mummy & I went out for dinner together .

Bro drove us to Mum's working place @ Boon Keng .

we had a sumptuous feast !

afterwhich went to Shop & Save and buy some necessities ,

before we headed back home .. ^^

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Tuesday, February 03, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Monday, February 02, 2009

__* 3.36 am .`+

when im with him ,

i forgot everything about the past .

and i certainly hope this stays on ..

sembawang peeps ,

& no more cck .

good-bye ..

just came back his place .

went to hill-top Admiral Bar drink with his friends ..

im no longer drunk ,

cause the past is long bygones .

i'm starting to move on ..

thanks for leaving ,

letting me find someone better .

good luck to you .

if by chance u're viewing my blog again ..

just wanna tell you ,

Rabbit is really happy for you .

take care ..

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Monday, February 02, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Sunday, February 01, 2009

__* 8.03 pm .`+

31st Jan ; Happy 19th Birthday to Joyce Lim !

just now had a bad dream ..

dreamt that Bf and i quarrelled ,

then broke up .

and i packed my things ..

just as i was deciding to leave or not ,

suddenly woke up liao .

MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Sunday, February 01, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

~`♥ The Message

~`♥ The Lady

~`♥ Love Aint Lust

~`♥ Friends For Keep

~`♥ Bygones = Memories

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