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Wednesday, December 03, 2008
__* 8.45 am .`+
i think he is gone from the outside world . dont know if my heart had alrdy left him or not .. but i really aint in the right to think of this person anymore . FATE is really making a fool of me .. when i need him badly , he's nowhere to be seen . but when i start to forget him , he'll pop out all of a sudden and appear in my life again .. what is this ? was our past love just worth this dirt ? he said we couldnt be together cause he's going in again .. that time i told him that i wont be waiting this time , cause he didnt ask me to . and if i found someone new when he's inside , dont feel sad and dont eat again cause is he himself dont wish to be with me . but really , if he had spoken .. i would definitely wait . what i really dont understand is .. why still bother to grab a Kinder Bueno for me before we left the supermarket that night ? and asked me to keep it safe if not later go back others will eat finish .. why would he still rmb about the things i like after so long ? i really dont wish to shed any tears .. but it hurts too much . im trying to be strong .. and move on . i guess this time round , it's heaven's will that wanted us to part . i will not think of him anymore .. everything is predestined .



Bestie , this is for you ..

love him doesnt mean to possess him . as long he's happy , that's alrdy more than enough .. if you cant give him the happiness as what others did , then you should step back and feel glad that someone out there is doing the job . even if it's a disguise , you have no choice but to .

~ { Wednesday, December 03, 2008 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;