this is my favourite pic , but look what my Bitch done ! -_-" lols .

left my hp at shop . knn sway chee !! tmr i off , still need go down take .. tmds . anyway , decided to quit my job and work till end of this year .. by then , dont know will work what job . this is the longest job i'd ever stayed for .. at first is cause of my ex then i find this job . then because of this job , i found back my old friend .. and also cause of this job , i lost my loved one . so i decide to end everything regarding my ex when i leave this company , meaning i wont think back anymore . & i certainly hope i can live up to this which i promised myself .. i will try de . jiayou ! (:

now my stupid knees itchy like fcuk only . scratch damn pain cause the skin is thin alrdy after peeling .. btw PQ asked if can be his girl . but he's like so guai-looking .. so not compatiable lor . though i seriously missed the feeling of being loved & dote on , but not to the extent of jumping into a relationship impulsively .. think before i act , i always keep in mind . though im not any good person , but still i dont wish to hurt anyone .. i'd tasted the heartbreaking scenes of loved ones leaving , it's unbearable . at least now single but got freedom to do the things i like , and have friends around me who cares and love me for who i am .. i think that's alrdy more than enough .

my brothers just applied the Mio Tv thingy ! hurhurs .. so many fucking movies to choose to watch . but one thing sad is everyone all couples in the family , im the only one alone ..

ohh ya , forgot to update my new piercings ! just got my BRIDGE pierced few days back . thanks Bitch !

* the pain aint getting any lesser without you . sometimes i feel like crying my heart out .. but each time i'd done so , i felt more miserable . the more i tell myself to forget , the more i rmb our promises .. i wish to move on , but i cant .. it's hard to diguise not loving you . i still need you badly .. not that others aint good , is cause my heart yearns only for you . whenever i met someone new , i always thought that he could replace you as time goes by .. but after changing so many bfs , i finally come to realise that ur still the one that ever matters to me .. it's been a year plus . you might think that im really happy without you all these while .. but ur wrong . cause even with my guy , i would still hide myself and cry alone at night when i think of you . everyday im telling myself off for my stupidity of letting our love slip away , blaming myself for not being able to make you stay .. we promised to walk together till the end .. have you forgotten them all ? how did you have the heart to leave me alone so long . the break-up msg you sent me a yr ago , is still in my previous hp . i'd nvr deleted at all .. because i wanted to remind myself this fcuking mistake i'd made in life . if everything were to be rewind and turn back time , i swear nvr to doubt ur feelings .. im sorry . i really am ..