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Monday, September 29, 2008
__* 1.17 am .`+
2709 ; was my off day .. finally got to met up with tiger at night , was the 1st time i saw him since he come out . he use friend bike fetch me from cck go teck whye his friend house .. he really slim down ler . but still looks the same bird face as ever .. anyway , there quite a number of people in the house . reach there awhile then go downstairs help them buy tibits and drinks .. tiger and me walked down together to the prime supermarket . on the way we talk cock sing song only . then there's a road that we need to cross over .. he walked in front , me behind him . then like got car coming .. he stretched out one of his hands to the back .. i saw that . but i did not reach out .. didnt expect him to reach out for my hands like in the past what he always did while crossing roads ..

after buying stuffs , i helped him carry some . but in the end also pass back to him .. when he called me his maid . so down there , we slacked around lor . watching tv , drinking , playing cards .. but i nvr drink cause got headache due to past few days ago play some stuffs . then most of the time , im lying on the sofa trying very hard to sleep after eating panadol to ease the pain .. tiger used his shirt and covered my legs . then Wilson spotted and di siao say , "why , scared we all see ah ?" haas .. then in the middle , tiger and i went downstairs again , this time is to the coffee shop to buy cigarettes and also to eat . and that was around 4 plus in the morning alrdy .. shiok sial . cause still need to go work at 11 later on .. actually is want go back his place de , but his friends dont allow him to leave . so he say go down eat something first then see how lor .. so reach coffee shop then he asked if i wanna eat anything , then i dont want . then he keep asking .. lols . so tired alrdy still so nag , feel like slapping his face . then he buy 1 bottle of tiger as usual .. we shared , cause he dont want drink so much . then i anything lor .. then when he come back with the beer .. on the table were 2 mugs . and in 1 of the mug is a straw .. i was shocked when i saw the straw .. he still remember it after all , even without asking me . then i keep laughing .. he geh siao say the straw not for me . but he all along nvr use straw one lor . knn , step one only .. anyway , beside us was sitting 2 uncles . then suddenly got 1 uncle saw my calf tattoo .. then he say very nice . keep standing beside me and squat down to see my leg .. his friend also come . then he ask me how much i do and where i got it done all these .. so i answered lor . then the friend standing beside one , suddenly tell the uncle , "oie , dont see so much already la .. u see the boyfriend staring at you liao . later he angry come punch u .." LOL ! then i turned back and realised tiger is staring fiercely at the uncle and his face damn black like dunno what only lor . the friend faster pull the uncle away .. and i turned back and say , "wahh , u so fierce so what sial ? need to stare people until like that one meh .." then he giggled and say "no la , see see only mah .. knn , why those uncles so humji one .. " okay , lame . in the end , i kept laughing at him ..

after eating , went back to his friend place rot again . then dunno what time , his friend's brother came back and was very angry when he saw so many people at his house .. then say what want call police ah . dots ! then in the end , all leave lor .. then some went back home , the rest went to tiger's place to stay over . so finally got to bathe and sleep at around 6 plus .. left a few hours to sleep nia . but was like damn squeezy la .. fcuking hard to sleep . so in the morning went to work myself . that's about it ..

i'd given alot of things up for him . im really sorry for all the hurt done .. but u alrdy knew that im waiting for him all along . i maybe foolish or selfish , but .. all i wish for , is just one last chance to be with him . even if my decision is wrong , and i'll regret in future .. it's okay , cause at least i tried and failed . better than i never bother to try at all .. understand what i mean ? please dont waste anymore time on me . move on happily ..

~ { Monday, September 29, 2008 }
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