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Thursday, July 31, 2008
__* 5.09 am .`+
just finished bathing not long ago . just now went to drink at Boat Quay with Jolyn .. actually want go Rush , but then keep cant find the place .. some say close today , some didnt specific the location clearly . so du lan .. went to Raining Bar drink in the end . haiis .

say break up not sad at all is just deceiving myself .. i tried my best to be what i can . even though i cant love a person as much as in the past , but at least i tried . so i wont regret . it's them who took me for granted so i will not shed anymore tears .. no longer a kid , have to know how to control my feelings .

no matter what happens in the future , no matter if we will be together again or not , i still wish that he'll be happy and seek his own happiness . he's really not perfect .. i mean , nobody is . but i will bury everything deep down within .

~ { Thursday, July 31, 2008 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Tuesday, July 29, 2008
__* 120408 - 290708 .`+
thanks for making me a fool to be the last to know everything . but all the better , at least i still have the chance to see how fcuked-up a person you are .. but i wont hate you . cause i know it's partially my fault for not being able to love you . well , thanks for everything that you'd done for me .. but i had never asked for anything . you did things accordingly to ur own will .. and stop bragging to ur friends how good you are , when i was the one who's faithful till the end .

i said that i did not love you . YES , but at least im trying .. and i'd been struggling badly for nearly a year . we were together for just 3 months and you let me down twice . how am i supposed to hand over my heart to you ? never have i once treated you as his substitue , cause i know everyone is different .. and love shouldnt be like that . i even thought that i'm gradually falling for you , that i even bothered to look you up at ur workplace after my work . and what i got in return , was to discover a message from others .. confessing their love to you . haas .. how ironic ? this is the 2nd time to expose ur dirty lil' secret . the first one was 2 months ago ; your message to ur ex , begging for patch ..

yesterday should have gotten into a fight with them , if you'd not took my cell phone away . it's NOT because of you , that i wanna fight .. it's cause i HATE those bitches who always try to sneak into other's relationship . i had lost my loved one before like that .. and i regretted for not going down whack that bitch . why the hell must you interfere into girl's problem ? you cried and said that your my guy .. begging me to stop . saying you should have the right to protect me and not asking my friends to come down . ohh thank god , you could still remember that you're my fucking boyfriend ?! and yet ur flirting around behind me ? well .. you can tell those AST humji bors to fuck off and die ok ? 1 on 1 also dont dare . still want play gang .. knn . they're just so lucky to be saved by you yesterday . but i will not rest ..

~ { Tuesday, July 29, 2008 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;