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Friday, January 11, 2008
__* 1.44 am .+
i cant deny .. days without you , are still unbearable . this is the 3rd ex i'd patched with .. the previous 2 guys were Xiao Fu & Ah Dai . things didn't really work out great . at first i would thought that they're the ones i truly loved , but i had forgotten that it's just a moment of folly . all those were just the past .. i know it's selfish a thing to treat these people as substitues to replace ur absence .. but , i really dont know how to face the fact that you're gone from my life . that ur no longer here beside me at night for me to tease or disturb .. or someone , to talk my craps with . the feeling of loneliness will always there .. because part of me , had gone missing . & i dont know where to find back anymore . till now , i still blame myself for causing this dreadful outcome .
i could have done more to make you stay .. im sorry .

~ { Friday, January 11, 2008 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Thursday, January 03, 2008
__* 5.56 pm .`+
*why did you have to go ,
leaving me alone to fend for myself .
im really tired ..
of rewinding the things you said .
& wondering how can you walk away ,
when everything stays the same ..

~ { Thursday, January 03, 2008 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;