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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
__* 4.03 am .`+
I miss you , I really do . Often , I tried to forget all the past memories .. I force myself not to remember .. So much that the tears kept falling . It's hard not to think .. It's hard wanting to let go . It's like a chore I have to do everyday .. A daily routine ..

I really cant do it . I really cant bring myself to forget you , to forget every single words you said to me .. I dont know why . Im really fucking tired .. Everything I do , reminds me of you . Everywhere I go , is reminded of you .. I just wish I could turn back time , and go back to where we used to be . Back to the days we both love each other so .. Back to the days , whenever after work I go back ur place , you would hug me tightly ..

Every night I tried to sleep .. I tossed and turn in bed , but I just cant stop thinking of you .. I really dont know whatelse to do . I dont know why my feelings for you are so strong .. So deep , so deep .. Dont know why tears are falling again .. Days without you , I'd never felt so ever lost before like now .. I dont think I could ever find another guy I'd love as much as I do for you .

*Waiting .. 2 months o9 days , and counting on .

~ { Wednesday, October 31, 2007 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;