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Tuesday, September 25, 2007
__* Message . `+
If u get a chance to see dis ..
Just wanna tell u dat I will wait for u come out ,
no matter what .
Rabbit promise Tiger ..
Pls rmb dat i will always love you .

~ { Tuesday, September 25, 2007 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Tuesday, September 18, 2007
__* EMPTY . `+
To wait or not to wait ?
That is the question .

I can move on fast ,
but I doubt my heart can do so ..

I had always think that it's my fucking fault .
If it wasn't for my stupid mistake ,
he wouldn't have gone in ..

If I didn't kick up a big fuss over such a dumb incident ,
we wouldn't have been apart .

If I hadn't throw my weight around ,
things wouldn't turn out this way .

If we were still together ,
he wouldn't even have the chance to be led astray ..

If he wasn't influenced by his peers ,
he wouldn't gone fighting .
And wouldn't end up like this now .

It's all my FAULT ..
I'm really sorry ,
I could have done more than this .

~ { Tuesday, September 18, 2007 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Wednesday, September 12, 2007
__* Reality . `+
I know he's alrdy gone for long . I will STILL miss him but I wont wanna be upset anymore , cause I know I did my best and everything that could be done .. They often remind me that it's his loss for losing me , not mine .

But no comments for that ..

I need to think further for myself and NOT just sit here and brood over the past again and again , still foolishly praying that one day we'll be back together . I'm moving on .. Cause I guess he's much better off without me now . If such a fcuking minor problem could led to this break-up , then I see no point in still pinning high hopes .. Reason ? He dont love me .

Boy cried in front of me today .

~ { Wednesday, September 12, 2007 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Saturday, September 08, 2007
__* Words . `+
I love him .
But Im holding back ,
not to obstruct his life .

There's still a tinge of feeling ..
Somewhere ..
Somehow .

It's been the 19th day apart .

Heard that he got into some fight again ..
But I guess Im in no authority to care no more .

~ { Saturday, September 08, 2007 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Sunday, September 02, 2007
__* Tears .`+
I panicked . I cried . Upon hearing rumours abt him going after that girl .. Lots of things came rushing through . So afraid to lose him forever . I really wish to salvage this r/s and go back to where we started .. Thanks Joyce for helping . Sorry for breaking down again .. Sigh .

My entire mind is completely filled with all the past memories and him . Everything I do is reminded of him .

I think I'll continue my wait ..
I love him so .

He said , " Then you think Im happily outside enjoying myself ? Im confused too . Dont keep repeating the same thing .. You just dont trust me , what you want me to say ?"

~ { Sunday, September 02, 2007 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;