Monday, April 30, 2007

__* Unfated . `+

Yesterday Darick came out for his home leave . He called as promised ; I was relieved to know that he sounded alright ..
And well , he should be .

# 死了心痛就没感觉 __

~ { Monday, April 30, 2007 }
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Thursday, April 26, 2007

__* Crude Hearts . `+

The time now is 9:47 AM . Just reached home from Clementi , went slacking with Ah Boy at West Coast .. Listened to his sulkings and shared his problems , also somehow conveyed him some wise opinions . It started pouring heavily , so we had to take shelter at the Mac . Thus till now then i'm home not long ago .. Before that , went to meet Juliet in the evening at Compass Point . Then took bus went down Tampines find her younger sister , Jasmine , cause she's joining us for rouding with Sam , Andy and Ah Da . Just nice , 3 riders & 3 pillions .. Btw Jasmine is actually Ah Bee's ex girlfriend !

Waited for an hour plus before our riders came down , as it was raining . After chasing her boyfriend off , we proceed to our destination .. Haas . Poor thing , but we did not pity him cause he's damn thick-skinned . Hinted so much for him to get lost but still he sticked with Jasmine , unwilling to let her go rouding with us .. Fcuk that nerdy ass ! Anyway we went to Changi , actually wanna see 'Bapok' but ended up talking craps & slacking at the opposite coffeeshop . They wanted to 'match-make' Andy and me together , kept forcing us to talk with each other .. The topics were utter rubbish . Say , "Where you put ur tattoo ? What tattoo you put ?" .. But i was kind enough to entertain him back asking , "Wah ! That tree got alot of leaves hor ? Ohh , you're wearing a white shirt ah .. Sia la , the moon very bright hor ? " .. *Sweat* Everyone was busy giggling .

Okay . Next , we biked to Geylang buy cigarettes then to Katong eat supreme pizza . Stupid Juliet kept teasing me and Andy , saying that we're an item . I gotta admit that she's seriously blind ! Then , off we went to Marina South play arcade . Afterwhich was followed by Mount Faber , to view the 'beauty-like-a-fool' night scenaries .. Or should i say , offering ourselves to those despo lil' mosquitoes .

I put their aeroplane after that , and went off to meet up with Ah Boy . He claimed that he had something to tell , upon meeting .. So that's how i ended up in West Coast and stucked in the heavy downpour for hours ya ? Btw , he wanted me to be his girl . Of course i'd reject .. The awful news is that he'd made his ex girlfriend pregnant , yet he's planning to get off with it and move on with me ! *Wadafuks - That must be the worse guy i'd ever known .. What's more , he'd commit the same mistake in the past once and now he's doing it twice .

Just imagine that he'd already ruined someone's life and his ruthless escape will cause the loss of an innocent life which is yet to be borned .. Cool uh ? But chill . I aint gonna be his accomplice for sin alright . Moreover , how good can a guy be when he yearns to be a third party that comes in between a couple ? Well , though i might be dumb at times but still not THAT immune to differentiate right from wrong .. Thus in the end , my advice to him is to get married with his pregnant girlfriend and live happily ever after . Other than that , nothing else should matters .

~ { Thursday, April 26, 2007 }
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

__* Regrets . `+

Bee Bee , I'm terribly sorry for the hurt I've done . Didn't expect thinqs to turn out this way .. Please forgive me .

~ { Wednesday, April 25, 2007 }
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Saturday, April 21, 2007

__* Hidden . `+

I'd tried , and failed .. No matter what im doinq or where i may be , there's always this feelinq of emptiness within . It's as if a body having lost its soul . Somethinq is missinq from my life .. But when i thought that i'd found someone new , someone better .. Happiness did not last . I really dont wish to lose Kwanq . Just cant figure out where the problem lies .. What should i do ?

~ { Saturday, April 21, 2007 }
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Friday, April 20, 2007

__* Rouding . `+

Today was planning to stay at home for the entire day cause was quite slacky at home , and partially also due to limited cash flow . Laughing while watching television together with my parents is actually kinda heart-warming , but that's something which i'd failed to realise for the past few years .. After all these while , i'd come to see that dad and mum are indeed gradually ageing with time . Sorry for being such a bad kid , breaking their hearts time after time again .. But trust me , i'll change for the better . No matter how ill-mannered i might be out there , i will never bring the bad stuffs back home .

Got a call from Ah Bee asking me over to accompany him , but of course i did not . Because i already have Kwang . Despite the quarrels or cold wars most of the time , never once i'd forgotten my status .. But of course i do hope that our relationship would take a turn for the better . Will wishes come true ? I really hope this can last .. *Sigh - Anyway , Derrick jio drinking at Boat Quay .. This time , i did not agree okay . I know when to control !

Yong Wei jio go rouding with Kelvin & acc . Some of their friends came rouding with us too .. And in total , there were 9 people . At first we went to Mustafa , cause Kelvin wanted to buy CONTACT CEMENT to glue his spoilt sandal . omfg .. GUM GUM ! it's been quite a while since i'd touched that after breaking with Darick . And Mustafa , makes me think of him again .. Cause the first time i went there , was with him . Alright let's move on ..

Went to River Valley , accompanied Yong Wei eat his very big plate of 'rice' . Then to Loyang Temple offer prayers .. *Lolx - It's rare to see me enter a temple nowadays . Next , we went for ghost haunting at Old Changi Hospital followed by Red House . Didn't manage to see anything though , only that Sam di siao me go pull my legs .. Lame . Afterwhich , go down Jalan Kayu .. Then , Yishun Dam to slack . And back to Jalan Kayu at the end of the day , cause i wanted to grab a bite ..

Kelvin kept wanting to pillion me , but fortunately Yong Wei saved my life . Haas ! Yong Wei told me Kelvin want to jio me .. But really , no thanks ya . By the way , apologies to Yong Wei ! Cause he's late for book in already but he still gotta rush to send me home as he knows that i dont wanna sit Kelvin's bike .. Thanks for not throwing me into the arms of the 'Mor Mor' . =X Now he'd reached his camp already ; luckily never kana caught for sneaking out ..

Tomorrow afternoon going watch movie with Alex .. Then go rouding as usual at night , with Yong Wei & co . Actually only recently then start to contact Yong Wei , cause in the past not so close and didn't even exchange conversations with him ; I only know that he's my ex Ah Dai's friend . Well , glad to know you guys .. And oh ya , Ah Bee jio next week go [E]xtend with him . But i'd rejected his offer .

~ { Friday, April 20, 2007 }
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Thursday, April 19, 2007

__* o3 am `+

Just reached home , just now went out with Joyce and Ting Hui to Yishun Safra . I was late for meeting as usual .. Cause brother didnt wanna send me there , he dropped me off at Kovan mrt station after we had finished our lunch . Thanks for the treat ! When i got a job , promise to treat back everyone okay ? Btw we went to have our k-ing session at Partyworld . Its been quite a long time since i'd gone singing with friends , ever since that period while Darick was still with me .. Alright , so after singing we went to meet their friends at the food court near Yishun area . Then Kelvin came to fetch me go rouding .. Went to Toa Payoh meet his friend call Ah Joe . And such coincident , Ah Joe is actually Darick's friend . I've saw him before during lion dance together in the past and he remembered me too .. It's really a small small world . My ex Ah Dai , Yong Wei they all also know Darick . *Sigh - Looks like it aint gonna be an easy task to forget him ? But dont worry , i will try my best to move on ..

Anyway , went to Marina South together later on to play arcade . Was kinda bored . Afterwhich we went down to Whiskey at Bendemeer , for slacking again .. BENDEMEER again ! Okay whatever . Wanted to go down find Tiger , cause i'd promised that i'll meet him after his clubbing .. But was kinda tired already so went back home after rouding .

Tiger actually jio me go club at MOS while i was at Partyworld . He psycho me so badly , saying that he's escaping his tagging and taking the risk to go club once in a while ; kept asking me to go with him ! But i was wearing shorts and sandals , lazy to go back home change .. Moreover , yesterday already put Kelvin's aeroplane then today cannot break promise again so no choice gotta go rouding with Kelvin & co . Tiger said that he wanna jio me .. But Ah Bee is jio-ing me too . Really dont know what to do .. Ah Bee would be mad if he knows about this . And it also means that i cant take any liking in Tiger , cause i'd already rejected Ah Bee ? And also because , Ah Bee is now staying over at Tiger's place .. It'll be fcuking awkward if he sees me hanging around with Tiger . *Lolx - This is crazy man . Things are definitely getting complicated and out of hand ! But anyway , really sorry for putting Tiger aeroplane tonight .. Maybe tomorrow then meet him after he knocks off from work .

This Friday or Saturday might be going drinking at 97 with Derrick & co . Not confirm yet , but hope can go drink .. Dont ask me why .

~ { Thursday, April 19, 2007 }
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

__* Broken Promise . `+

Yesterday met Joyce at town , slacked awhile there before going down Marina South eat steamboat together with her bf & acc . After that went to Superbowl watch them play .. Joyce's bf dont allow her go drinking ; our plan was cancelled . She accompanied her guy to work later on . Mood was a lil' dampen but it's okay , 'understandable' k .. So instead of going home so early , i went down Serangoon pub find Derrick & Eric co . Ah Bee and Tiger kept asking me go down their place find them acc them talk .. Choa Chua Kang , not Seng Kang lehs brother . Must be crazy ya ? YongWei and Kelvin also asked me go rouding with them . But i didnt want to .. Cause they were going chill at Geylang Bahru . That is a place where unforgettable memories still lingers .. Sorry , thought that i could have already overcome the barriers by now but .. Sigh . I swear im really trying hard , but even in my dreams i could see him .. see us , back together again .

Anyway , drank abt 5 jugs of beer at Bull Dog with them then went over to Boat Quay settle the remaining bottle of Chivas at Dreamx Bar .. After drinking , went to have 'Bak Kut Teh' for supper . Actually was quite hungry but couldnt eat much , scared later too full vomit then wasted . They said that yesterday was not my standard drinking limits .. Cause i'd always drink more than that . Haas .. Trying to cut down already lo ! Btw , Ah Hao called and asked about that night's [E]xtending .. *l0ls - Dont worry la , idiot . Well , hope that he dont extend too much .. His face machiam blur sotong one lo .

Eat finish already , cabbed to Eric's place watch horror movie .. Cause all not working tomorrow . Was supposed to be watching the show , but all of us were fast fallen asleep on the bed . And there were the sleep-talkings of Eric's .. Thought that i heard ghost ya ? Alright , so all of us went back home in the morning as soon as we woke up ! Luckily all of us stay nearby area only .

By the way .. Made Zhi Kwang angry last night . Sorry boy , should have gone over to spend more time with you .. But i wasnt feeling good cause of your recent ignorance , and i'd kinda blabbered craps . Sigh .. Forgive me . And sorry i went drinking again .

Glad that Jun Bin has found his long awaited happiness .. Cherish your ex okay ? Forget about me , live happily ever after with her . Last but not least , Weng Fu jio patch again .. o5o2o5 , i would never forget this date . But im still confused ..

~ { Wednesday, April 18, 2007 }
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Monday, April 16, 2007

__* Just Another Day . `+

Today afternoon went down Lot 1 met up with Ah Bee and Tiger . Finally gotta watch the movie "Turistas" , but there's no subtitle provided .. Nonetheless , it was a impressive horror show . Tiger went out of the threatre halfway to smoke , Ah Bee also wanted to run off to avoid the disgustin' scenes but was held back by me ! *l0ls - Scardy cats . =p Well .. Maybe i simply so much enjoy gross & geeky stuffs . Anyway went to Tiger's place , cause he said that his friends were coming up to do tattoos .. He offered to put it for me free , but i was too tired so i gave it a miss . Ah Bee accompanied me all the way sitting at the living room watch tv though he's tired as me . He even went to the kitchen cooked for me when i said i was a lil' hungry .. The things he said was real unforgettable and somehow touching , "I would never allow you to eat instant noodles & bread ever again ."

Went to Ah Bee's place to help him with uploading of songs . His mum was real happy seeing that his son finally returns back home , cause they'd quarrelled and Ah Bee went over to stay with Tiger .. His mum thought that im his girl , kept smiling to me . Damn , made me so awkward ! True enough , Ah Bee jio me but .. Sorry boy .

Yesterday indeed i'd gone to [E]xtend with them . The things i wanna do , nobody can ever stop .. Even if it's the one i'd loved most . Carebear daddy said to me , "I dont wanna be ur godfather . I just wanna be a normal friend to you .." He even asked if i could be his 'mummy' ! *r0fls - couldnt believe my ears . He is 10 yrs older than me .. Must be kidding ya . Pretendin' not to hear , i didnt take it to heart .

Yesterday till now , damn freakin' STEAMED . Gotta turn in early , probably not going out tomorrow cause im so shag .. Please , i hope nobody ask me out especially early in the morning ! =x

~ { Monday, April 16, 2007 }
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Saturday, April 14, 2007

__* Gone Are The Days . `+

what should i do without you ? shouldn't be missing you already cause ur long gone .. but ur friends reminded me of you every now and then . how am i to move on when there's no one better for replace ? baby , sorry for heartin' you loads .

im going [E]xtend with Carebear and Ah Hao tonight .. forgive me pls . I aint strong enough .

~ { Saturday, April 14, 2007 }
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Friday, April 13, 2007

__* Drinkinq `+

Yesterday met Ah Boy at Seng Kang together with her god-sis . Slacked for awhile then went down to Plaza Sing meet Joyce . We were kinda late , which made Joyce flared .. Apologies ya ? Went to have dinner at Pasta Mania , it was Ah Boy's treat . =) Hamster and his friend , Fidzar , came down later on to join us . Ah Siong didnt come , and it was really a great relief somehow .. Haas . The 3 of us slacked awhile at the arcade while waiting for the 2 of them to finish eating at Thai Express .

Went down to Clark Quay , planning to go 'Clinic' . But before that , waited for their one friend to come down . There was quite a number of people outside the club , but vice versa inside .. *l0ls - btw , bought 5 lollipops for James . cause i joked that he's my son , and i as his mum would give him sweets to eat ! he was surprised that i really bought it . Anyway , went inside there to have a quick look .. Didnt intend to stay there for long , cause the liquor was expensive . What's more , the place was small and the atmosphere doesnt really suits all of us . So the 6 of us went down to Boat Quay as I've suggested ; i still have half a bottle of Martell left over at Dreamx Bar the previous day .. I kinda like chilling out there , though it's just a normal ktv pub . We played the usual stuffs as usual ; but with a new game , 'Scissors Paper Stone' ! Haas .. Freakin' lame shit , cause i played 10 times with their friend and only lost once . All of us were laughing like mad . Taught Fidzar how to play 'Five-Ten' , made him drank quite alot .. After finish drinking Martell , Hamster opened a bottle of Chivas as promised . He volunteered to do that , cause he just got his pay and dont know how to spend .. So we are kind enough to lend him a helping hand . =Pp

We stayed till the pub closed , leaving half a bottle there again . Took cab to 97 at Orchard . But freaking hell , guys are only allowed to enter at the age of 23 and none of them had reached of course .. Choiceless , we went down to the food court downstairs eat supper cause i was complaining hungry . Hamster treated us stingray . After eating , we took cab again to a place which were packed with Indians . It was actually another club .. Ah Boy suggested that . Thanks man . Haas ! It was kinda weird cause we were the only Chinese over there . But still can considered fun .. Hamster called for 2 jugs of beer . Before that we were already treated 2 jugs free by Ah Boy's friend . Hamster spent quite alot .. He also bought cigarettes and chocolates for me . Actually nobody intended to drink anymore , but i wanted to drink for fun so he gladly paid again . *l0ls - he jio me again and that was the second time already .. But i rejected . Sorry !

Finally , everyone was quite 'high' and happy . All of us went back home ; the day was ended .. Thanks friends , i enjoyed myself with you guys . =D

~ { Friday, April 13, 2007 }
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Thursday, April 12, 2007

__* Tired . `+

Yesterday met my ex bf's friend's friend , called Derek . The connection is : Jaden -> Jimmy -> Derek . Lols ! now i have 3 friends named the same in my phone list . So he came down my place to fetch me and we went over to Cine watch the movie "Number 23" .. It wasnt nice though . Didnt knew that there were other good shows , cause was kinda anxious to decide . Anyway , after the movie we went across to the small lil' opened space 'food court' to have our dinner .. Then go down to Jalan Sultan , cause his friend asked him to join them drinking at ktv pub . But when we reached there , it wasnt a ktv pub instead it was a lounge .. -.-" alrites , so we changed location . Left his friend and the both of us went to Dreamx Bar at Boat Quay ! His friend actually said that he'll join us together later , but he didn't come in the end .. Bored ~

Over there was kinda peaceful , cause was a Wednesday night ; Ladies Night ya ? So i guess pubs wouldnt be packed as usual . We ordered a bottle of Martell , couldnt drink finish of course .. Cause i wasnt intend to be drunk dead there ! Haas . Still got leftover , maybe tonight go settle it ? Btw he asked me to be his girl , but i had rejected .

Jun Bin went to pierce his lips .. Dont know why he wanna do that for . Perhaps he wanted to return to his old life ? Well , just hope he's better off now without me in his life . *Sighx -

Tonight going drinkinq as usual . This time is with Hamster & acc . After that will be meeting Zhi Kwang after he knock off from work , should be go rouding and eat supper as usual .. Nowadays alot program sia . This Sat going Zouk for Qin Yi's birthday , definitely gonna drink AGAIN ! Lolx . Crazy man ~ Must stop drinking so much after this week .. Cause some people dont like me to drink , so must be odedient ya ? Actually Rabbit hates drinking . But at least it allows me to forget certain things .

~ { Thursday, April 12, 2007 }
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

__* 030407 - 090407 `+

im really sorry Bin , never meant to hurt you in any way . but i just dont wish you to suffer alone at home wondering where the hell i am , when im often outside enjoying myself through the night .. do you know that i really wanna stay true , wanna be good to my guy . but towards you , i just cant seem to do it . the feeling just aint right .. not that i'd lied to you about my feelings , it's just that it's somehow weird how two close friends who'd played crazily together in the past , had now become an item . perhaps i really dont know how to react and behave in such a situation , cause i'd never gone into a relationship with any of my close pal . what's more , there's really some sorta communication breakdown between us ..

yesterday my closest buddy Derrick jio me again for the second time , but i rejected .. didnt tell Eric about it , cause he'll definitely get the shock of his life . -.-"

Darrick my ex is still calling me once a while when he's free in hostel . but i know im just purely thinking of him as a friend .. dont be mistaken . i might have missed the past moments with him , but all those are already stated as memories in my heart .. im no longer the foolish sentimental 'rabbit' ; will keep moving on and seek for happiness .

~ { Tuesday, April 10, 2007 }
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Monday, April 09, 2007

__* 181206 - 210307 . `+

Have you ever loved someone so deeply that you're willing to give up your entire life & freedom ? Giving up everything just to be with him .. Giving up your closest buddies and friends .. No chance to meet up with your sisters or even go back home to be with your family . 24 hrs stucked together , and yes i do mean 24 hrs . Not any single moment that he'll be out of your sight .. Even bathing or simply just to the bathroom to answer nature's call . Together holding hands tightly , walking around to every lil' spot in the house ..

Sitting beside him watching him play games , with your eyelids weighing like a ton . Sacrificing your sleep just to spend quality time with him by learning to play the same online games as him which you don't fancy at all .. Playing together beside him with each other's computer side by side . Doing the wrong stuffs together .. Often so broke that you only had just bread to eat ?

Going to work with him every day without fail early in the morning and having to stand under the hot scorching sun for long hours just to earn a pathetic 20 bucks , even though you're so unwilling to crawl out of bed when you aint feeling well . And what's more , you would be seeing his ex girlfriend at the workplace ..

The worse thing ever is that he would still doubt your feelings for him at times , laid his hands on you when his temper shows and whatever ugly things he would do them all .. But even after every shit that he had done , every tears he had made you shed , he's still the one that you love .

Have you ever experienced all the above mentioned ?

~ { Monday, April 09, 2007 }
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Saturday, April 07, 2007

__* The Call . `+

This morning , Darick secretly called me from hostel . He hopes that I would pay his grandpa a visit .. It's kinda weird cause he should have asked his last recent ex girlfriend to do that , instead of me . Carebear godfather is going to visit him tomorrow ..

By the way , yesterday went out with darling & acc to town watch the movie 'The Reaping' . I saw something which was not supposed to be seen .. But kept mum about it to avoid awkwardness . Don't wish to mention anymore . My mood was ruined ; I knew that some things could never be changed .. Nevermind , it's okay .

Anyway actually planned to meet Darrick & acc at Boat Quay , but went to Zouk with Figgy & Darren after slacking at Seng Kang cause 'Pink Dolphin' is a boring pub . Paid 25 bucks for cover charge .. They paid 30 . Then met up with Darren's friends inside . Drank this and that , danced here and there , played guessing games .. After that all of us went over to Future , cause they knew the music was more suitable for me there . *l0ls - thanks ya ? it was really fun ; damn enjoy ! We stayed there till 4 plus then I left them to meet Kwang & acc at Hougang for breakfast ?? Cant join them go over to St James .. *s0bx ? - haas .

The funniest thing was I took a cab . Then the driver thought I wanted to go Jurong St 91 . Drove till Jurong already then he realised something was wrong , so he asked me where I wanna go again . When he heard that it was Hougang St 91 , he drove me back .. Halfway the journey only but the cab fare had already reached $30+ ! Scary movie sia . But the uncle was really very nice .. He said that he would dropped me off at somewhere in the middle of the route for me to take another cab and I just have to pay him $5 for petrol . In the end , I spent $18 in cab fare for the entire journey from Zouk to Hougang . Morale of the story ? Make sure when ur drunk , look at the sign tag on top of the cab before you hop in . Cause mine was stated , "JURONG" and i didnt know ! =x

Met up with Kwang & acc . Then went to a block in Hougang area , trying to find the haunted unit .. But cant find anything . Then went to Punggol , planning to break into 'White House' but all of us wearing sandals and the grass were too high and long . *l0ls - in the end , changed to next time then go in when all of us wearing BOOTS ! Haas . And that marks the end of the day ~

~ { Saturday, April 07, 2007 }
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

__* Take Care . `+

couldnt really sleep through the night , cause was coughing endlessly . wasnt feeling well yesterday .. running slight fever in the morning , sweating profusely . then heart pain , cough and flu . Derrick jio me go drink @ BQ in the middle of the night .. Carebear godfather also jio me go down Lorong 28 pub drink ; but rejected them both . Robin , Zhi Kwang , Hui Lin called me while i was on the phone with Jun Bin . *l0ls - suddenly so many friends called ..

then this morning was actually woken up by Kantang's call . he wanted to tell me that Darick has gone in hostel , but yesterday Carebear godfather had already broke the news to me . o9 mths hostel , 12 mths probation .. i know . Kantang asked if i feel sad . i don't know what to reply .. i told him the one to be upset over this matter should be his girlfriend , not me . i'm just a 'past tense' , she's the 'present' . he then said to me , "Darick broke with his girl already . he really loves you alot , that's why last time he jio you patch for so long .." then he explain to me when Darick would come out for his home leave & stuffs like that . i didn't say much , but just listen quietly ..

in fact , im just worried for 'Baobei' our dwarf hamster . dont know who will take care of those hamsters and fish while he's inside .. *sighx -

~ { Wednesday, April 04, 2007 }
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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

__* Bygones `+

Today is his court day ; his sentence . "Did she cried her heart out , wishing nothing would happen to you just like the day i've cried for you and promising that she would wait for you no matter what ?" =) haas``

Yesterday cant help it but msg him asking him to take care , but he didn't reply . It's okay , cause maybe his girl is beside him or something .. Cant help but think of the past at times . Btw it's already confirmed that the mysterious guy who called me ytd early in the morning was his friend , and my ex was beside him . Dont know why he called me , maybe just to secretly send me his regards through his friend . His friend asked why that time i dont wanna patch with Darick and stuffs like that .. *Sigh - Nobody will understand my situation .

Though he did treated me badly , but i will still miss the times together with him . Just hopes that everything goes well for him .. As long as he's happy , nothing else more matters to me . And , i've decided to shut the door to my heart . Wish to be single for some time .. Worn-out in r/s already .

"Dont worry , i will be fine without you in my life .. Just move on happily with ur girl bah . I will be here , giving blessings to you .. If love has to be pain , i'll stay this way forever ."

18.o3.o6 ; he torn them apart but sewn them back o3 days later .

~ { Tuesday, April 03, 2007 }
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Monday, April 02, 2007

__* BOREDOM . `+

this will be my new space for blogging ! today is a good girl again , didn't run go out ! haas . decided to rest for this week .. cause if every night continues to drink and club , i'll have a hard cash flow . what's more , now haven't find job yet . *l0ls - okay la , that's all .

~ { Monday, April 02, 2007 }
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~`♥ The Message

~`♥ The Lady

~`♥ Love Aint Lust

~`♥ Friends For Keep

~`♥ Bygones = Memories